No More Niemi?!

I'm so over this Hawks roster change. Ridiculous!!!

After the Hawks Convention this weekend, I just fell more in love. Which made it ten times more sad to lose Niemi. Regardless, I met Jonathan Toews- which was incredible. In the sense that I totally didn't say anything and lost my shit. And he definitely laughed at me. Can't wait til next year... Wonder if he'll recall creepy Mrs. Toews...

But, it was for sure a highlight in this quarter life.

Lately I have been been making a solid attempt to get all my life pieces together. I had an interview at a temp agency today. Awkward. I'm so out of practice and my interview voice gave me a headache. Trying to form these chapters is frustrating. Especially when your past pops up out of nowhere. Jockstrap texted me- 6 months about now after he told ME to never speak to him again...as if I had done something in the first place. I understand why he did only because I know him so well. Regardless, he made his choices and they were poor- and because of it, I don't want anything to do with him.

This only solidifies my irrational dating laws. Which almost any boy I talk to breaks at least one. It's just so exhausting! I haven't been busting my ass to find anyone, I figure when I'm into someone I'll know. I'm also not going to talk much about it because it would most likely jinx anything.

So, I know I need to clean- I need to sleep- I need to get out of the house! However, I'm so tired right now it would make no sense to go out. So...Clean? If anyone saw my room, they would throw up.